dee’s abditory

United States

sagittarius, dr pepper addict, INFP-T
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i write music and poetry and sometimes stories :)
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15yo
she/they please <3

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I live to make you happy! if you need it i will make you happy! :D

spread love above all else, for love will open hearts hate cannot reach.

“that tiara you have on top of your head? its overkill. Real royals, they don’t need to try that hard.” -cat grant, my QUEEN

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screw neverland

October 13, 2020

FREE WRITING

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screw neverland
i want to grow up
i want to be eighteen
im not afraid anymore
more than anything, im just angry
angry because

apparently i have 
absolutely no say 
in anything that happens to me
none of my possessions are actually mine

apparently im just
a dumb kid whos brain
is turning to mush because
im on social media too much

apparently i dont
 have feelings
im just some object
for my parents to fight over

i want to grow up
and get a job
move into an apartment
pay for my own things
make my own choices
without looking over
my shoulder wondering 
what my parents will think

i'll have a girlfriend
i'll move to New York
or Los Angeles
in other words
i'll leave my town
leave my family
leave everything

i'll be a freelance graphic designer
i'll marry the perfect person
buy a farm out in the countryside
and live happily ever after
we'll spend christmas with their family
because according to my mother
im a disappointment

i can make my own choices
i can do my own thing
i can make myself happy
screw neverland
i want to be eighteen


 
screw neverland y'all i can make it on my own

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2 Comments
  • Paisley Blue

    LOVE this <3


    7 months ago
  • pyrrhic

    you CAN make it on your own! we all believe in you!<3333


    7 months ago