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all my love, and then some more,

Message to Readers

Chrissy Teigen and John Legend lost their baby yesterday, and my whole being hurts a lot right now.

yay empathy? :(

sending love to you all <3

"Sorry" is a Curse

October 1, 2020


I don't think that there's a word that carries emptiness quite like "sorry".
"sorry" means well. she truly does.
but she's the cornerstone of
                                                        bad thing

from which we try to ease our burden of guilt.

does it work?
sometimes, perhaps.
have i seen it work?
not yet, but i pray that it might.
because at the end of this
                                                    lonely day

what's happened can't be undone.

i can't speak to you; she who hurts
my words won't reach you
my one word won't heal you

"sorry" is my curse


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  • Emi

    Don't know who those two people are (I probably should), but that's so sad!! This poem reminds me of miserable rain for some reason.

    11 months ago
  • queenie

    Part 11:
    Part 12:

    12 months ago
  • Sanjana Sunilkumar

    Why do I find this cute? Sorry, I am a nerd :P

    12 months ago
  • queenie

    reggie told me he won't dance with you unless you're harry styles, but he appreciates your kind words and will accept your hugs. he doesn't like prom nominations by the way, so..most likely he'll just be chilling in the corner on his phone looking at memes.

    12 months ago
  • Paisley Blue

    Re: sigh... skin is weird!!! Im white and so so so pale (I never tan, I just burn). Also, thanks for the compliment lol—I love my hair XD I dyed it like... a month ago? And its fading super fast, which kinda sucks... im probably gonna redo it soon. So yay!

    12 months ago
  • queenie

    lmao don't worry about being behind-it's all good. I'm glad a few people like my work ;)

    12 months ago
  • Huba Huba

    This piece is so pretty!

    12 months ago
  • FantasyOtter12

    Re: 2 slow 4 the weekend ;) Have a good one!

    12 months ago
  • FantasyOtter12

    Any good songs going into the weekend?
    Oh and did I mention how BEAUTIFUL this piece is.. <3
    Mhm this deserves some friday boba

    12 months ago
  • queenie

    aaack i feel like i'm spamming you but here's part 10:

    12 months ago
  • queenie

    this piece's format is great, so is the message
    pssst also i wrote a few more chapters of "Mold" on a whim:
    I think you're gonna like it ;) Well, parts of it.
    Part 9:

    Part 8:

    12 months ago
  • mystifiedtulip

    The format of this is pretty creative and it gave me another perspective on this great piece! I love how even though it’s pretty short it still holds a load of meaning, which is amazing!

    12 months ago
  • Paisley Blue

    woah this piece... this really got me. like, on a different level. wow. um. what can i say to this?! well... sorry has always been a word that is like... kind of taboo in my friend group, because we would all say it for the littlest things, and then everyone else would scold the person for being sorry about something that didn't matter. but i've always been really good at being sorry...? if that makes sense? like, even with the small things, i really feel the weight of whatever i have done or whatever i am trying to offer condolences for. like you said in your message board, empathy can be a blessing and a curse--much like being sorry. being so empathetic, this really resonated with me. i guess i didn't need a super long comment to say that lol, but this... yeah, this hit hard. wow. um. great piece <3

    12 months ago