FantasyOtter12

United States

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ISFJ-T
Scorpio
Love dystopian fiction!
Pianist
Bookworm
Abnegation
*Est. 7/6/20*
OtterFAMMM
Phlegmatic-Sanguine
Pretty perceptive..

~Son of Poseidon (Apparently. I guess it fits cuz...sea otters. Hm)

Message to Readers

3rd to last line I meant “Where -I can- put my feelings into words” again have a great weekend!

I Ask You To Trust My Feelings

September 27, 2020

FREE WRITING

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And I don't know.
I'm not sure
If I want this again
I don't trust myself with my own feelings and my own
Beating heart
Inside this treacherous chest that beats and splits
With so many emotions that it spills
And overflows so I try to keep it in
So that the everyone doesn't see me
But the emotions are so strong
Yet I hold them in
And only my closest friends know
The power of those emotions
And it pushes most of them back
Until I'm only left with the best
The best that don't let
The wind of my own emotions
Push them away
The ones I can explain everything to
Where my feelings put into words
I don't trust my feelings
So I ask you to trust my feelings for me

 
No idea where this came from (Not based on real life but sometimes my emotions are strong lol)
~Jumble of words that I put out that I might delete
~Wrote this to basically say have a HAPPY WEEKEND everyone

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12 Comments
  • Spade

    This isn't based on real life? Are you sure?


    5 months ago
  • AliMuscles04

    I find it funny that you said it wasn't based on real life, and, yet, it still describes my life perfectly XD. Very well done


    5 months ago
  • JustAnotherDarling

    Re: aww tyyy :D


    5 months ago
  • beth r.

    gah i love this


    5 months ago
  • Emi

    This is so emotional and deep. The last two lines are especially amazing and thoughtful!


    5 months ago
  • JustAnotherDarling

    "So I ask you to trust my feelings for me" OKAY WELL NOW YOU'VE GOT ME IN MY FEELINGS (this is so pretty)
    Re: oh gosh, I totally relate to that; boba is sWEET
    Also, I got boba today and I thought of you and I hope you're well and I hope you get boba soon because we all need boba <3 HAPPY WEEKEND (though I'm a day late lol)


    5 months ago
  • sci-Fi

    Jumble of words, huh? Well this jumble of words just made me grab a pint of ice cream and a comfort book.
    Have a good weekend :)


    5 months ago
  • FantasyOtter12

    Lololol okay okay everyone I’ll keep this up yeesh XD thx for the comments :)


    5 months ago
  • (sk)eyesofocher

    DON'T YOU DARE DELETE THIS FANTASY OTTER DON'T DO IT I WILL PUT A SPELL ON YOU SO YOU DON'T DO IT
    but have a good weekend:)


    5 months ago
  • Coolgirl2020 (LOVE YA ALL)

    Delete this masterpiece???? NO!!!!!! We CANNOT LET THAT HAPPEN! We will petition you and give you SIGNATURES OF PEOPLE WHO DON'T WANT YOU TO DELETE THIS (everyone)! <3


    5 months ago
  • Anne Blackwood

    Don't you dare delete this, I really like it!!! Have a great weekend, F'Otter.


    5 months ago
  • Rohan’s Defender

    WOW! *clapping* Awesome, so deep! And NOOO TOU CAN NOT DELETE IT!!!! It’s great, and it would be blasphemous to delete it!! But also, you have a good weekend too! :)


    5 months ago