our years add up to almost the same but
strange how yours have already bloomed so deeply. like
statice petals spilling from your long little number line
days, boneless brilliance / bending light out of your
stardust tears. so big yet so
small in the scheme of things. you could be that simple
neighborhood boy, blowing bubble gum down the
street, but at the same time, you could never.
southern fish bleeds your light; you shine more than you could
ever know. there is human in all of us and
parts that could be construed as
selfish / you did not deserve to be defined by them, no
there is a star for you, i promise, in your
chest, feel it there, feel that firm
beat. it is there, i promise, we are here. like the universe is
bending light in your existence, beautiful
blazing boy. radiant dancer boy. cry until you can
smile again. you have not lost him, he is just beginning. stay
strong for him. he is waiting. he is waiting. if i can
follow your light then i can be a little stronger tomorrow. stay
strong, angel boy. dance, boy. it'll be alright. you will
achieve that dream of yours. now or later, i will wait. i will
wait for you, and i'll see you later. i know it. i know it. just
keep on shining. keep on shining.
after poll results, things are looking bad. i'm worried.
if you aren't familiar, ni-ki is a boy from i-land, a kpop competition show where 23 boys compete to debut in a boy group. if you know bts, then that's the label they're debuting under. here's a carrd link to get to know him. there's so much i want to say but so little time. i wish there were more people could recognize his talent. i wish mnet didn't evil edit him. i wish mnet didn't give him so little screentime. i wish with all my heart that he would debut this year with the i-land boys.
but chances are looking pretty slim. next episode is basically tomorrow, but i'm afraid.
i sound hella dramatic but i'm a writer and GOD i just want ni-ki to debut TT.
also, no joke but a nikitty literally named a star (or two) after him. i love this fandom.