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ni-ki | ニキ | 니키

September 17, 2020



our years add up to almost the same but
strange how yours have already bloomed so deeply. like
statice petals spilling from your long little number line
days, boneless brilliance / bending light out of your
stardust tears. so big yet so 
small in the scheme of things. you could be that simple
neighborhood boy, blowing bubble gum down the 
street, but at the same time, you could never. 
southern fish bleeds your light; you shine more than you could
ever know. there is human in all of us and 
parts that could be construed as
selfish / you did not deserve to be defined by them, no
there is a star for you, i promise, in your
chest, feel it there, feel that firm 
beat. it is there, i promise, we are here. like the universe is 
bending light in your existence, beautiful 
blazing boy. radiant dancer boy. cry until you can 
smile again. you have not lost him, he is just beginning. stay
strong for him. he is waiting. he is waiting. if i can 
follow your light then i can be a little stronger tomorrow. stay
strong, angel boy. dance, boy. it'll be alright. you will
achieve that dream of yours. now or later, i will wait. i will 
wait for you, and i'll see you later. i know it. i know it. just 
keep on shining. keep on shining. 


after poll results, things are looking bad. i'm worried. 

if you aren't familiar, ni-ki is a boy from i-land, a kpop competition show where 23 boys compete to debut in a boy group. if you know bts, then that's the label they're debuting under. here's a carrd link to get to know him. there's so much i want to say but so little time. i wish there were more people could recognize his talent. i wish mnet didn't evil edit him. i wish mnet didn't give him so little screentime. i wish with all my heart that he would debut this year with the i-land boys. 

but chances are looking pretty slim. next episode is basically tomorrow, but i'm afraid. 

i sound hella dramatic but i'm a writer and GOD i just want ni-ki to debut TT. 

also, no joke but a nikitty literally named a star (or two) after him. i love this fandom. 


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  • rainandsonder

    i don't watch this show and i'm late anyway whoops but omg this is? really good??

    about 2 months ago
  • jun lei

    darling, there is a star for you, i promise. how could there not be when you write this beautifully? can't wait to hear ni-ki and sunghoon w enhypen; hope they're as beautiful as your and naomi's poems!

    2 months ago
  • Anlee

    this piece is beautiful even though i don't understand much of it ahhh
    i didn't watch i-land but i could help vote for him :)
    omg wow I searched him up and we're born in the same year (he's younger tho) and have the same MBTI?! everyone in this show is so young i feel old :_(

    2 months ago
  • naomi ling

    replying: STOPPPP ur making me uwu all over again by republishing- ok u have to make one or two more for the other boys now this is a whole tribute to i-land i loveee..... lookin forward to ur next ;)

    2 months ago
  • naomi ling

    oh my GOHSDHFJSBNGJSDF SO IT REALLY IS AN I-LAND REFERENCE I'M GONNA CRY MUAH MUAH this is so precious of you, really. ni-ki deserves to see this ;) stop stop ur gonna make me uwu so hard and don't worry love, he'll debut. he has to. he deserves it. fighting oh my gosh i have tears in my eyes rn please can we talk abt this i'm so not ready for friday

    2 months ago
  • sunny.v

    i do not simp for men but aaaaw he sounds lovely!

    2 months ago
  • sunny.v

    oh dang he's CUTE

    2 months ago
  • ek503

    "like statice petals spilling from your long little number line / days, boneless brilliance / bending light out of your / stardust tears."
    "you could be that simple / neighborhood boy, blowing bubble gum down the / street, but at the same time, you could never."
    oh wow, this is gorgeous!!

    2 months ago
  • Anne Blackwood

    I have no clue what you're talking about but you're doing it in such a freaking stunning way so

    2 months ago
  • outoftheblue

    " like the universe is
    bending light in your existence, beautiful
    blazing boy. radiant dancer boy." omf i know basically nothin abt kpop but wowie i love this whole notion and recurring theme of this kinda idol (kpop idol? yeah im babie) ahhhh

    2 months ago
  • kiranpark


    2 months ago