Anne Blackwood (summer camp hiatus)

United States

Theatre kid
Disabled (chronically ill)
Suspected autistic
Highly Sensitive Person
XXFJ, Melancholic-Sanguine, ambivert

Joined 1/16/20

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"my thoughts cry in verse"
~ (poem) by Anne Blackwood

"I was born singing. Most babies cry. I sang an aria."
~ Fairest (book) by Gail Carson Levine

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And pray. That's the only reason I'm free now.


August 1, 2020



I've never been naturally humble.
Yes, you'll see me blush over compliments
And beam at the success of those I love.

But some days I want to be more...
I look at the stars littered across the sky.
Each of them shines their own beauty,
Yet sometimes I wish I was the inimitable moon.

In talent and charm, I once thought I was exceptional.
Childish mind stuffed with praise,
I dreamed of stages and brilliant lights.

I feel so much wiser now, though I'm still young.
As Amy March says, "I am of middling talent."
Better than some, but that's never enough;
Passion and hope don't equate with genius.

I try to be content with confusion;
Live my life for others in the ways I can.
But I think I'll hold onto my selfish wish.
I won't chase it or let it get in anyone's way,
I'll just keep it in my pocket and the light in my eyes.
I wrote this while watching Little Women (for the second time) (gosh it's amazing). If anyone understands the significance/allusion in the title, I will love you forever.
On another note, I've beaten my nyctophobia (read my piece Day's End to see how).


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  • Elizabeth Lewis

    This is awesome! I this so powerful because I do the same thing, and it inspires us to live for others even when we only want to live for ourselves! Good job! :) 1 Peter 5:7

    11 months ago
  • acrosstheuniverse28

    I absolutely love this piece! It was so powerful to me, although I can't quiet figure out why. Anyways, beautiful writing!

    12 months ago
  • mia_:)

    aaah this is so good! also, i still need to see little women! i love the story and heard the movie was amazing. yesss i'm happy for you on the nyctophobia! you go girl! also, wow, you are so close to 200 followers! i knew you could do it!

    12 months ago
  • happy butterfly

    replying: aw thank you so much.your constant support means more than you so happy you liked it.and thanks for the reassurance.i just dont want all my pieces to be the same,but i guess if i enjoy writing them than its fine.and i have to write for myself...sorry im trying to reassure myself by telling you.but i still want my poems to all be different idk.i guess ill figure it out.atleast i love writing them... sorry this is such a vent

    12 months ago
  • Tushar Mandhan

    replying- it was not like a hate hate but you know Jo's work was burnt and then when she realised her love, she didn't get to confess. It was more of sympathy for Jo, though I agreed to Amy that it wasn't her fault. No character is perfect.

    12 months ago
  • V-Rose

    Chapter 8 of Never Really Real took me forever to get to, but here it is!

    12 months ago
  • Tushar Mandhan

    2019? I loved it Jo gets married in the end...and my hate for Amy has somewhat reduced XD You know she burnt Jo' work. It is worst someone can do to a writer but 2019 version, gave her a new light....

    12 months ago
  • Emi

    Replying: I know that probably confused a lot of people, ha ha; I meant no offense. I've just noticed that in my area and the public schools there the girls all tend to speak with a high-pitched voice and more nasally tone, while the boys like to put a little drawl in their voices and make them sound huskier. Just something I've noticed; it's probably only applicable to my area. Similarly, I've noticed that homeschoolers in my area tend to adapt their family accents, or a combination of them, because they are most often with their families and don't bother to change their way of speech to match their friends (humans do that for some reason; I do it myself when I'm around other homeschoolers). For example, I often speak with a lazy twang and drawn-out vowels. because my Pennsylvania Deutch grandparents do, and then at other times I find myself rolling my r's like my Hispanic grandmother on my other side. I've just noticed homeschoolers tend to keep their family accents more.

    12 months ago
  • happy butterfly

    replying: lol everything makes me emotional too,it can actually become a problem sometimes lol
    also thank you so much*says in fancy girl voice and makes weird thank you gestures* im actually clueless but ive learnt a few things in my teensie lifetime! (also yes i did just make up the fancy girl voice and im kinda loving it lol)

    12 months ago
  • Writing4Life

    Awwwwwww tysm!! Yeeeeee~

    12 months ago
  • Emi

    Replying: ha, I looked it up; it's a song Jo sings, right? Now I really want to see the Broadway musical cause the summary looked cool.

    12 months ago
  • Emi

    I feel like I should get the reference cause I've watched both versions of "Little Women," but I guess that's not enough, heh heh. Gotta see the Broadway too sometime.
    Congrats on beating your nyctophobia!

    12 months ago
  • Paisley Blue

    WOW! This is a masterpiece! I love little women!!!! And nice job with your nyctophobia!

    12 months ago
  • books4life

    LOVE! "Astonishing" from the Broadway musical of Little Women came up on my Spotify recommended!! I love this so much :)

    12 months ago
  • Bhavya's Treasure

    Very very relatable!! Though I didn't get the allusion in the title since I've not watched little women but still I can say it's beautiful.
    The second stanza is my favourite Anne.<3

    12 months ago
  • happy butterfly

    1.this piece is so beautiful and honest.
    2.i love the little women references so happy you've beaten your nyctophobia darling<3 i love gow you casually wrote this while watching a movie
    5.know that its completely normal to have this nagging feeling of wanting to be "more".everyone feels this,it touched my heart un a very special way.i dont know if its true or you made it up.but it makes me feel that others also feel like me sometimes.also on the bright side,if we were completely content with who we were,we wouldnt grow and there wouldnt really be anything to look forward to in life.

    12 months ago