INTP | science & art | leo
watercolor & sea salt
my goal is to become a cryptic elderly soapmaker.
very gay, very liberal, credible knowledge is power
member of the lady knights guild
Joined Sep. 2018
before i go any farther, the goodbye is not like, a "goodbye i'm ditching wtw" thing, it's a ~symbolic~ goodbye to my ex. because all my other title ideas were. not. good. teehee.
because i love to overshare, here's the tea: a lot of my more recent pieces that i've shared have focused on some sort of nebulous him or have somber sapphic vibes. to explain, i had a boyfriend who i dated for about six months (there's still some old stuff from like september about him oOPS) before, around march, i started realizing that i didn't really like him romantically. i spent at least a year of my life as openly bisexual (and years before that as the same, just closeted), and even came out to my parents as such. but, the older i get, the more i realize that i don't really like guys romantically. a few months ago, i took this a lot harder than i ought've, and if anyone else has been in a situation like me, check out the contrarian's piece on compulsory heterosexuality and internalized homophobia. it explained a lot of what i was feeling and why.
obviously, everything turned out alright in the end, as i hope the poem implied. i ended things with my ex on great terms, and we're still good friends.
and i'm hella gay. happy pride ;)
Written By: N.
June 29, 2020