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she/her. 16, i write poetry
est. sometime in 2017
currently waiting for wtw's 3rd golden age

Message to Readers

This is a really specific piece of personal history so it probably doesn't make sense honestly. Blue haired girl is based off of Crystal Methyd, a queen on Season 13 of Rupaul's Drag Race aka best girl aka we must protect her at all costs, with a little bit of my first grade crush mixed into it. Real cute combo. Feedback is appreciated!

blue-haired ghosts

June 8, 2020


ode to new lovers, blonde girl walking me back home
and telling me stories. her eyes are round and i kiss her to shut my mind off, calling her by your name. she tastes like peaches and i apologize.
ode to her pained giggle,
the way she sits me down at the dining table and morphs herself into a therapist.
recognizes the breath stuck in my throat as piano clinking on the horizon. i bite
my tongue trying  to imagine how would have felt to have you (can’t lose something
you never found.) blonde girl tangles up smooth legs with mine
and i see us ten years later,
dedicating the screams on the horizon to blue-haired crushes.
i’ll never see you again and that’s to be expected. electric guitar ripping through thin apartment walls
like a love song, and i forget your name. tell myself i’ll never
walk home that same route if i can help it. but when i close my eyes
for a 2-minute nap in the middle of the night shift
your blue hair is still as vibrant as that first night, imprinted on the back
of my eyelids. so here i am now, working blonde girl's hair into a french braid.
and i dedicate blonde girl
to you. for (you have taught me all i know.)


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