A Certain Type of Decisive

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Message to Readers

One night, I had dream that I lost a beauty competition because a stylist picked out a dress, gloves, and mask that made me look like Thanos. The person who won had been given the opportunity to sing the entirety of Hamilton on the catwalk. I was enraged.


June 22, 2020


I'm just a who? in a what? where? when?
No why?
The world wasn't kind to you
But maybe I can be
Our light went the same way it came-
In the dark
You've always been a Y? in an A. B. C.
And I tried to tell you there's a reason some people don't fit in
Sometimes people know what's good for them
And they stay away
Our worries are a venn diagram with a very thin middle
Like an instagram model
Perhaps existence is not the default state of the universe
And to be is inherently a fault
But we'd never know
We were just what? in a why'd? you? leave?
We're just human- we don't deserve pain
We don't deserve anything, we're just alive on accident and meant to be happy
What is God was a algae clump and never knew any better
How could she plan a world around a consciousness she didn't possess?
Is there a U. and I. in X? Y? Z?
The dark went out the same way it came-
With the light
The world was kind to me
And you weren't
But can I blame you?


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  • Anne Blackwood

    Replying: Thank you so much for your loyalty and respect. It means a lot.

    5 months ago
  • Chloe :) <3

    This piece is absolutely amazing!! The rhymes and descriptions are just wow!
    Replying: Also I published my spoken poetry piece after so much support from you and others and would love for you to take a look! https://writetheworld.com/groups/1/shared/170386/version/336477

    6 months ago
  • van gogh's girl

    "the world wasn't kind to you but maybe i can be" ummmmm excuse me i love this

    6 months ago
  • Anne Blackwood

    "I bet you could make a sewer sound romantic and enticing"
    That is one of the most creative compliments I've gotten in a long time XD. Thank you!

    6 months ago
  • Doodleninja

    I'm really digging the rhythm in this and the different comparisons you make; might leave a review on this later :)
    (Also that dream 0.o maybe that you're not throwing away your snap? ...okay, bad joke XD)

    6 months ago