Happy butterfly

South Africa

Lover of the ocean

Message from Writer

Hello;)I love swimming, I'm literally a fish.So naturally I love the ocean.I love all nature and animals.Nature is a gift that we don't appreciate as much as we should.
I love reading,writing poems,songs,acting and sports.Also I'm learning the ukelele.
I only started writing poetry like a month ago when quarantine started and found out I loved it.So please friendly criticism is very appreciated so I can learn because I'm just writing what I like or think is right-very inexperienced!
Im a huge people person,love people-people are beautiful and so complex.I'm a huge extrovert.I'm an optimist.
*being sad is a waste of time*
*don't forget people care about you*
*remember your worth*
*Never let anyone make you feel inferior*

I'm going to stare out my window and pretend that you love me,okay?

May 23, 2020


My tears are wetting the screen,
Because you're not thinking of me,
What a stupid dream that was.
I thought you cared,
But I guess I can't compare
To her.

I think about you too much,
Even if you're not mine.
Write poems about you under my blankets,
In the middle of the night.
Poems of bleeding hearts,
And cries of pain.

So now I'm staring out my window
Pretending that you love me.
Cause that hurts less,
It's more romantic
Than my crushed heart
Being sprinkled on bitter cake,
Than my dirty tears,
Wetting the pages,
Of our not-so-happy happily ever after story.
First written with fountain pens,
Is now blotched ink,
And crumpled papers.
So I'd rather stare out my window,
And pretend that you love me.
•I've been really busy with school this week but I will hopefully get to the Q&A questions tomorrow.
this piece is very close to me so I hope you enjoy it.
•also I've found out i really like saying"bleeding hearts" in my poems-I dont know.But you should search bleeding hearts flower,they are so gorgeous. 
•anyways I've been having writers block so I'm happy I got this off my chest on paper.
sending love<3<3

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  • MarvelousMarshmallow

    Replying: You’re the one who’s thriving with your poem! And hey if you want to shave your head now the best time to do it no ones seeing it anyway.

    3 days ago
  • ava09

    this is beautiful and relatable and stunning....also i looked up the flower and it is gorgeous (like this piece) but both are kinda sad too...hope you're doing alright! <3

    3 days ago
  • Anne Blackwood

    Oh jeez reading this we are twins XD

    3 days ago
  • sprinkledinwords

    This is great! -I'd be really interested in a poem from the other person's point of view - like a reply letter or one taking place at the same time.

    3 days ago
  • MarvelousMarshmallow

    This is exactly how I felt when my crush rejected me, this poem make me feel like I’m back in that moment

    3 days ago
  • ReaganMarie2024

    This is so so sad, but in a good way. I almost started crying when I read it because I can relate.

    3 days ago
  • Two Heartbeats

    I love this poem so so so much. I use the term bleeding hearts a lot too. But this poem has like this dark magic surrounding love and heartache and I really love it.

    3 days ago
  • kealoha

    Oh my gosh this is amazing *applause*

    3 days ago
  • Just_A_Memory

    OMGOSH! It's so. B E A U T I F U L! *Chefs kiss*

    3 days ago
  • amazing grace

    i just looked it up and you're right those flowers are beautiful.

    3 days ago
  • Lone Wolf

    This poem is so relatable (*sob*) and well-written. It's heart-wrenching and powerful. Amazing. If this really happened to you, I'll send you a virtual hug :3

    3 days ago
  • Emi

    This is so beautiful and full of feeling and powerful emotion. You really are able to put your thoughts out in a poem very well!

    3 days ago
  • Chloe :) <3

    This is so beautiful and heartfelt. I really loved it!!

    3 days ago
  • PureHeart

    This hurts because I relate so much. Why do you provide us with so much never-ending, beautiful content? I love it.

    3 days ago
  • lianhabanana!

    Wonderfully written! Hope you are okay. :)

    3 days ago
  • Ahsan Nizaam

    That hurts you know. If this is true. You might be really having a hard time. Hope you are okay

    3 days ago
  • AutumnRain

    Awh this hurt my heart a little bit, it's so sad, but you've used all these beautiful words to make the melancholy undertones tinged with a certain degree of beauty and mystery. If this piece is true I hope you're okay and you're not hurting inside<3

    4 days ago
  • V-Rose

    Replying: Chapter 6 is somewhere in my head and I will soon get it on paper. Or computer. Something like that. =D

    4 days ago
  • V-Rose

    Hey, Chapter 4 of Never Really Real has been published. Here's the link:

    4 days ago
  • Madelyn (Carolina Girl)

    Reply: Aurora was referencing how the government couldn't wipe her memory since she is an angel. So she knew all along who loved who but didn't say anything. Sorry if that was confusing. I just published part 11

    4 days ago
  • Madelyn (Carolina Girl)

    Beautiful. So emotional and raw

    4 days ago