Horse riding

No one said
It was easy
Yet we plunged
Too deep Too far

Like a rider on horseback
I was held
Free to love
But trapped to feel

It was dangerous
It was thrilling
It was scary
It was all I wanted

In the fear
I found refuge

The horse 
Now could lead itself
With its rider 
On its back
No longer steering
But only looking

In my fear
I found love
and love found me