Anne Blackwood

United States

16
Christian
Theatre kid
Singer
Poet
Twin
Disfusive
A bit empathic
A living oxymoron
WTW mom to FantasyOtter12, lochnessie & everyone
WTW sis to happy butterfly
Kindness Krusader: Blueberry cotton candy
XXFJ

Joined 1/16/2020

Message from Writer

For everyone who's sat on a tree branch and thought for a while
Or someone who wanted to

Currently reading | Beach Wedding: An Emerald Isle, NC Novel

My profile picture is my "personal crest" I designed and commissioned a friend to draw.

keepsunnyaroundfoundation.cake.org (credit: Happy Butterfly)

"There's something about being nostalgic for something you haven't left yet"
~ A Certain Type of Decisive

"I was born singing. Most babies cry. I sang an aria."
~ Fairest (book) by Gail Carson Levine

Anxiety must-reads:
https://bit.ly/2YUyome
https://bit.ly/2TsNYSa
And pray. That's the only reason I'm free now.

Broken Questions

April 16, 2020

FREE WRITING

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Tears are bleeding down my face
I've been shattered before
This is something I've known a thousand times
I never have the strength to hold myself together

But You sing to me, literally
A song of pure acceptance of every ugly fracture
Your perfect Love is so whole that I am complete
Even while I am breaking in front of You

I have no choice but to surrender my pain
Because my Lord refuses to simply watch
Trusting Him to love me is the only thing keeping me alive
I was in a very dark place last night. There was so much hurt that I was feeling. Then God reminded me of the song Why God by Austin French and then Broken Prayers by Riley Clemmons. I started crying even harder as I released my pain to Him. This poem came immediately from that.

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3 Comments
  • mia_:)

    This is so beautiful! I love the imagery of tears bleeding. You're so talented and amazing; don't ever forget it! <3<3<3


    7 months ago
  • buddingauthor

    Wow this is so beautiful and heartfelt!!


    7 months ago
  • Princess Maria

    Aw, this is so beautiful! I can relate; so many of my poems come from when I am upset and then realize God loves me so much. I am so thankful for a loving God who is always with us!


    7 months ago