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Ashamed #agustdv2020

April 10, 2020

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Ashamed.

Why me?

Why not them?

Ashamed,
in front of everybody.

Everybody.

"I would never..."

No use trying to tell the truth.

Nobody would ever believe.

And everybody wants me to be
ashamed.

Ashamed.

I have a plot to get them back,
to get them back for doing that,
for doing that which has made me,
ashamed.

Ashamed.

Smart phones lie asleep in their pockets,
I know the keys, I've seen them,
they'll be mine for a time,
and I will speak in the voice,
of they who have made me,
made me,
why me?

They have made me,
made me,
made me,
ashamed.

Ashamed.

In of everybody,
everybody,
everybody,
ashamed.

Ashamed.

And in their voice, I will speak,
and terrible things, I will say,
things worthy of the blade,
the blade which cuts through rough skin,
through thick flesh,
and frozen veins,
green hopes,
pink hapiness,
yellow dreams,
orange dignity,
purple life,
and they will be,
I know they will be,
ashamed.

Ashamed.

I will not be caught,
no I will not,
for they were not caught,
why should I?

Should I?

Should I really do this,
inflict dirty suffering onto them,
as they have onto me,
and make them pay their debt,
and make them be,
be,
ashamed?

Ashamed.

Yes,
they must be,
must be,
ashamed.

Ashamed.

They will never play me again,
never I say,
for after my revenge,
they will be afraid,
afraid of being
being again,
ashamed.

Ashamed.

But how will they know it was me,
if I am not to be caught?

They cannot have any evidence for it,
evidence that they can show,
evidence that they can use,
to defeat me,
and make me,
ashamed.

Ashamed.

Ashamed,
again,
ashamed.

Ashamed.

No, that will not happen,
I will only give them,
give them a wink,
a terrible wink,
a wink that will collapse the universe,
completely collapse the universe in a flash,
a blinding flash that could power the world,
for a million years,
and for a million years,
they will be,
ashamed.

Ashamed.

"But it wasn't us. It was..."

But no one will believe them,
and no one believed me,
and no one will believe them,
and they will finally be,
finally,
ashamed.

Ashamed.

Why them?

Why not me?

Ashamed,
in front of everybody.

Everybody.

And I will put on the perfect act,
the perfect, crushing act,
to crush them.

They will be crushed,
and,
and,
ashamed.

Ashamed,
in front of everybody.

Everybody will see,
ashamed.

Ashamed.

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