For what, I don't know yet, but we'll see what comes into my head and out my fingers.
I first want to start off by apologizing to my friends. Because my life has become more hectic then we though it would, I have cause stress and tension in our friend group. It makes it hard for us to be around each other. Sure, you lose your mind when I'm gone, but at least you guys don't fight. I pressure you guys into doing things you don't want to do, and sometimes I'm too blunt with you. It makes you feel upset, and anxious. I'm truly and deeply sorry.
Next, I want to say sorry to my family. I've caused a lot of money-loss in out home. We never thought that it would be taking so long to find answers. I love you guys with all my heart, even if it doesn't seem like it some days. I'm honestly sorry that I don't show and express how much you guys mean to me. I'm honestly sorry.
I want to say sorry to all of you who are reading this. You might ask, what for? Well, I'm sorry for offending people, and making stories that people don't think should be posted here. Everything I post on here has some sort of meaning to me. I don't actually know that anyone is reading this, or honestly cares, but there are some things I want and need to tell you.
I haven't been feeling myself of late. Everything I do and say seems to come out without a second thought. I'm extremely tired, and tend to wake up unable to move my body. When I finally do, I'm in excruciating pain. Some days the pain gets bad enough that I throw up. My head always throbs when I stare at things for too long, and any quick movements jar my brain. I just want to say that I may not be writing things as often, and or I might quit writing altogether. If I do, I just want you to know how wonderful an experience being on WtW has been. I would totally recommend it to any of my fellow writers outside and or inside school.
I now want to thank all my followers on here. I couldn't have gotten to where I did if I didn't have you guys. It means a lot to me that you guys traveled with me through this journey of up and downs. You supported me when others didn't, and gave me hope for my future.
Again, I don't know how many people are seeing this, but I'll say these side notes anyway. Don't bring someone else down because you don't like their writing. just because people do all lowercase, doesn't mean you send hate to them. Just because people don't write things you deem appropriate, doesn't mean you have to read it and send hate feedback. Just because people have better writing than you doesn't mean you need to backlash at them. I also want to say that even if you don't know me, and I don't know you, I hope you have a wonderful experience on here.
Again, this is not a definite decision, but it has definitely been thought over, and it is an option I might have to take. We'll see though. This is for just in case.
Love you, stay sweet, and don't forget to be nice to each other.
I will still be posting until the decision has been made. If I do end up leaving, I will try to post a notifying thing. Thank you all!