AbigailSauble

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' "Though the mountains be shaken and the hills be removed, yet My unfailing love for you will not be shaken, nor My covenant of peace be removed," says the LORD.' ~ Isaiah 54:10

Proud USMC sister!

FAVORITE QUOTES:

"Most people never meet their heroes;
I grew up with mine." ♥

“And the one good thing about being down here, is that we’ll save on funeral expenses.” ~ Puddleglum (The Silver Chair)

You don't love someone because they're perfect, you love them in spite of the fact that they're not. ~ Jodi Picoult

How lucky am I to have something that makes saying goodbye so hard. ~ Winnie the Pooh

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The Journal of Despair

November 27, 2019

FREE WRITING

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November 27th, 2019 

My world is ending.
Or rather, I wish it would.
Wind howls outside, but it is nothing compared to the hurricane I carry in my heart. 
One minute I am safe, and the next my tower of refuge is stripped away, and I am left alone.
Naked, exposed to disappointment, fear, and anger. 
Disappointment, for I cannot do anything right.
Fear, because one day I may not wake up from my nightmare. 
Anger, hatred at myself for hurting those I love. 
I reach out in hope, but they turn away.
And thus am I a reject. A ghost.
And so shall I wander. 
As predestined. 
My world has ended. 

Signed,

Despair 
To all of you out there who can relate: Keep up the fight! It is worth it, you are loved by God, and God never makes mistakes. 

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2 Comments
  • Tushar Mandhan

    Surely, AbigailSauble I got what you meant in the comment you wrote. I see the compassion and love you have for humanity. I loved it so much! We are humans, and all we need is to have humanity, and face the problems, we are facing as a species.


    4 months ago
  • caityege

    This is AMAZING!! I truly love this, so much passion!


    4 months ago