Fernweh

India

On a quest to find myself.
Music lover.
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Daydreamer.
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Thinker.
Bookworm.
Atheist.
Writer.
Poetess.

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the day we met #tirelessregret

November 9, 2019

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i regret the day i met you
even though my hearts says no
i still remember
that night
the night, we danced so slow

even in that crowd
your eyes were all i could see
i was new to you
and
you were new to me

you gave me something
something to look forward to
and i dreamt about
about that moment
at the end of the day, when my eyes graced you

I could see it 
you and me together
we would talk
we would laugh
we would loose ourselves in each other

when you talked to me 
i felt that deep content and
when i blushed 
and i did it so bad
you grinned so hard without any intent

how couldn't you see it
how couldn't you feel it
that i was happy with you, complete with you
and yet
you left me in my tears, the day the sky was moonlit

maybe i was the one at fault
maybe i went a little fast
but how can i explain
that after meeting you
somehow i forgot my lonely past

i regret the day when we sat together
in the hopes of an amend
instead you held my hand
and captured my eyes
telling me that i was just a friend 

and i still tried my best 
to not think about what could have been ours
but how can i explain
the breaking of my heart
and the sight of me crying for hours

yet i picked myself up 
in the hopes of seeing you again
only to discover
that suddenly
we were in the stranger's lane

now here we are
in an unknown existence
you don't talk to me
and neither do i
but we look at each other, maintaining our distance

for now i only live in a timeless regret
and i hope in vain
that so do you
'cause i know
we both feel the pain

i regret the day i became careless
the day i came out of my hole
only to be pushed back again
but it is not you who is at fault
it is the reckless me, who thought love was a beautiful stroll

i regret the day when i began to love your smile
the day i knew that all along
i was meant to be yours
and you were meant to be mine
but i guess i was just simply wrong

it wasn't meant to happen
you and i
we were once
a beautiful thing
but now only left to wither and die

but remember this
that i will never stop loving you
even if i hate you right now
cause you became a part of my world 
even if you never meant to
 
i regret the day i met you
the day i fell in love with you
'cause 
if only you had been brave enough, then
i wouldn't have to suffer this tireless regret, left by you
 
A huge shout-out to my friend @Aurelia.Valus for hosting such a beautiful prompt. Couldn't have asked for more.

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