Johanna Marie

Germany

Hey there!
My name is Johanna and I'm very much in love with the English language.
I'm a 16 years old from Germany and writing is one of my greatest passions alongside music.

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Feel free to contact me. All the love. Check out my poem book "waves" on wattpad : https://www.wattpad.com/story/190495784-waves

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June 20, 2019

FREE WRITING

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stuffy air
on a summer afternoon 
in another old waiting room
 
would blush 
meeting someone here
where society would never look at you as sheer
 
but for the cure
I wait
and trade flushes for pills
 
in thought
they say my name
I walk in with my everlasting aim
 
say the words
I know by heart already
 
perhaps this time
see her listen attentively 
hoping they’ll be interpreted differently
 
she takes a look
but my pain is a liar
never shows itself when on fire
 
“It looks normal”
I tell her how it feels
that it can bring me to tears
 
visual deceiver
now can’t cover the concerns
that my well-being should earn
 
say the words
I know by heart already
 
frustrated disappearance
leaving again
for my blood to be taken 
 
I know 
they’ll find nothing
though this is where she double checks besides my scuffing?

feel like a joke
could be cry-laughing
try photographing
 
and let them swell
and pound
let me fall
if you won’t see me at all...
 
...they said the words I know by heart already, too many times. 
 

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