Is it weird that I'm kinda sorta already head-deep in adoration for an idea? A suggestion? Someone who may or may not be a figment of my current imagination? Because it sure feels like it is.
Arranged marriage is a definite in my distant future and I've been at peace with the idea for a while now, but I don't know if maybe I'm a little too at peace with it. Because I won't know them very well, whoever they are, but who says that's gonna stop us from making those memories that last? I once heard someone I never paid enough attention to say "I don't care if they''re a random stranger when we meet, because that's inevitable, but I want to fall in love with them after." And I can't help but to agree with that.
Is there any such thing as true love? What about soul mates and perfect strangers? Because I want to believe in them. I want to experience waking up next to someone I wouldn't mind dying with, someone I wouldn't mind dying for, and I want to have someone. Just someone. That would be hella cool.
So yes, I'm a hormonal teenager obsessed with an idea that so many others have found has let them down, but I choose to believe in it. Maybe hope is just a nice feeling. I think I like it.
So to whoever you are, wherever you are, I already miss you despite not knowing you, but I think we'll get along. I hope we get along. It'll be nice knowing you.
Thank you for the memories we don't have yet.
I never thought these words would see the day of light, but here we are.