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morbid ending
c r a z y f u c k i n g g e m i n i
"The only thing about me that will never change is the fact that I am always changing."

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Old Ends/ New Beginnings

May 29, 2019


I don't know what it is about you that drew me in so close
Maybe it's the crooked grin you flashed so easily, the way your nose crinkled when you laugh
It could be your eyes; such a piercing Pacific blue, or the way you looked at me like a precious escape

Annoyed to find, I could not get you out of my head.
You at the park at lunch; hazy-eyed, stumbling and laughing till you choke on your soda,
Your acceptance and your stupidity,
The simple thought of you with me.
One thing lead to another, and for a moment our truth did reign

All too soon, I made a dumb mistake- Left for another.
Told myself I was making the right decision, caught feelings
Despite warnings and promises, it ended in flames.

You never questioned me, but I felt the weight of my misdemeanor.
One tearful night, I gathered my courage and made amends.
Miraculous as always, you forgave me.
Deep wounds healing, my heart is being washed clean.

Everything I feel for you is complicated,
and simultaneously so simple.
Now is the time of new beginnings,
so for you, my love,
I have come full circle.
Personally I think this is overly emotional and obnoxious, but in the midst of processing some things, I figured why not. Please note that this was written in the middle of the night in a fit of creativity- grammar and punctuation has not been taken into mind.


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