You know, sometimes people are really not what they seem, and that's okay. We're not all saints, we're not all a consistent version of ourselves, and that's okay. What isn't okay is if somebody is treating you terribly. What isn't okay is if somebody grabs your mind in their hands and twists knobs and buttons to program it to make it think it's your fault. What isn't okay is somebody trapping you in this seemingly endless cycle of emotional manipulation.
Do you know what is okay?
And gosh darn it, that will hurt like heck.
That will take getting used to, and maybe they'll keep bothering you.
PLEASE stay strong.
I promise that it will get better
if you get away from them.
Maybe, they'll stroll around one day and say that they've changed.
-And maybe they have.
But please don't ever trust them like that again.
Don't hurt yourself like that.
You deserve so much more than whatever they will give you.
And I know,
it's not like you're going to find the right friend immediately.
And the right friend may not be forever.
And if that's the case,
and if you treated them right and just,
do not think for a second that it's your fault.
Don't blame yourself, you're already going through so much.
The future holds great things.
Start living the future.