Christy Wisdom

United States

Hello people! What to say? I'm a Christian girl. I like to write. I write tons of poetry, some short stories, and other things.
God bless you!
Shouganai
-I wish I could speak every single language, wouldn't that be cool ?

Message from Writer

You can be nostalgic for a place you've never been if you've been there in your imagination.

strokes of paint on canvas/those are my words on a page/watch as the ink blots drawn from the depths of my mind/stain papers as they grow yellow with age/wonder if they will live forever/in the imagination and thoughts of someone/for sometimes you'll find if the words are important/blotting them out is not easily done

Thank you to all who have supported me, and feedback is always welcome!
Also, if you comment on a piece of mine, I will generally respond to it at some point.

panic attack

February 7, 2019

FREE WRITING

10
quick and fast, 
my chest rises
up and down
shuddering gasps

t r e m b l i n g
h a n d s

tug at my hair, 
where's my sanity?
what's happening
to me?

panic

attack


stopstopstop
pleasenonotagain

but it's too late

drop to a 
c r o u c h
shaking
heaving
head between
my knees, 
now
breathe 
in 
out
in

why 
why me
what happened to
trigger this
i don't know
and i hate not knowing

waiting for it to
pass
w a i t
p
a
t
i
e
n
c
e

the storm can break-
will break

but until then
my breath is short
my hands tremble
chest heaves

and i
succumb
to the terror
 

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6 Comments
  • Christy Wisdom

    :) Thanks!


    over 1 year ago
  • Johanna

    Aww that felt so real


    over 1 year ago
  • Christy Wisdom

    Aw, thanks, guys! It means a lot :)


    over 1 year ago
  • Julius Caesar

    i could feel the raw emotion from this. reminded me of my last time and now i want to cry bc raw emotion and panic don't make the best combination. kudos <3


    over 1 year ago
  • .audrey michelle.

    i felt that panic attack hit me :D

    i love the way u make ur poetry feel like its actually happening :D


    over 1 year ago
  • TheOriginalEliza™

    This is such a great description of a panic attack!


    over 1 year ago