Cloudy

United States of America

I am a Genderfluid person that is on the autism spectrum. I normally have a very Harsh and Indifferent view of the world that may be shown in some of the prompts I write. I write when I am in pain, unfeeling, or when I have a slight view of a memory.

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This Poison Love of Mine

February 5, 2019

PROMPT: Open Prompt

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I watch my memories from afar as if they do not belong to me
A kiss within a crowded hall
Her running the first moment she gets
Me calling out to her with an ecstatic voice
She doesn't look back
A Chance
a change for a single chance
Joy fills me and I can't help but smile 
Pulled from the repreive of blankness and emptiness by a single action
I come out into the hall early to make sure I see her pass
I ask her over and over again
"Why?"
I have a hope
"Why did you do that?"
I have a dream
"Why luv?"
I can almost reach it
Is she accepting me
She only smiles and walks to her next class
I am so happy
Then she emails me
"I will tell you why if you meet me"
I push aside my responsibilities and I don't see her
I contact her and she comes for me
We talk
"I wasn't thinking correctly"
My chance dissapears
"It meant something but not really that"
My hope burns
"I'm sorry I shouldn't do this"
My hand is cut off before I can get to her
I put a small smile on my face
"I will take anything you can give me"
She smiles back in return
My very vessel sings at the ability to even make her smile
I come back to my body looking upon the memory
The sweet taste of love leaves me as I do not empty to my normal self
But I overflow with the acrid ink of despair
She will always be held by him
My head screams to get rid of him
I cannot for him will H U R T her as well
The taste of ink overflows through out my form and drowns me
Even as I am deviod of emotion whenever I bring myself back to the memory I cry black tears

                












                                                                Ah this deadly poison love of mine











 

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3 Comments
  • AminahMcBina

    Wow such a powerful piece! I think the separated line really adds a powerful touch to the piece! Well done :)

    -Mina


    10 months ago
  • Jozie

    " The mark humans leave are usually scars"
    Amazing piece!


    10 months ago
  • RNE

    damn, the pain of love...can leave nasty scars.


    10 months ago