xXlunagirlXx

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I am Fourteen, female, and back whenever I can get a computer...highschool is busy :'( Started 1/9/19

Message to Readers

This is a song I wrote yesterday, and don't worry, I'm fine :) ^-^

Shell

January 29, 2019

FREE WRITING

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   I know I'm not her.
I know I'm not me.
I don't know who I am.
I know that I'm alone.

 
  Just walk away and leave me be...
  Not really something to be dwelled on.
  If you wanna yell, well, that's fine...
 Just call me on my cell, though it might not work in hell...

Well, I'm just a shell...
I'm just a shell~!
  Don't look at me like that...
  I'M NOT HER..!
  I'm not the girl I used to be...
  I'm not that girl you used to see...

  I was that girl who sat in front of the class...
  She always raised her hand...
  She always cared...
  She used to be happy, now I'm fake...
  She used to smile all the time...Now it's broken

  When she was sad she'd get over it...I don't...
      I'm the girl, in the back of the class, who help and cares about everyone...
      I'm the girl, who puts on a show, saying "I'm fine"
      I'm the girl, who draws and writes...Just don't read my notebook...
      Don't read my notebook...

  ...I was that girl, in the front of the class, who always got good grades...
  I was the girl who raised her hand for every question...
  I was the girl who'd laugh so much she couldn't breathe...
  I was the girl who'd cry a little, just to laugh it off again...

   BUT SHE'S GONE! And I'm left in her place...
      I'm the girl who always has her head down...
      I'm the girl who can't look you in the eye...
      I'm the girl who you think is mute... 
      I'm the girl who's cheeks are stained...
      I'm the girl who wears long sleeves...
      I'm the girl who couldn't stay strong...
Because I'm just a shell of the girl you saw...
And shells aren't strong...
Shells aren't strong.....






   
  

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2 Comments
  • xXlunagirlXx

    I think it's supposed to be a song, that's why there are repeats... just put what I felt...


    10 months ago
  • Christy Wisdom

    Strong ending! I like how it repeats. You tell a really good story with this, I really like it. Good job :)


    11 months ago