I was dating the user, most of you know her as queen elizzi, in real life.
We wrote pieces about each other, which now that I think about it, was all I really wrote about.
But I did some bad things, things that cannot be fully refuted even if I tried.
When elizzi, or Izzi as she was known to me and tons of others, and I were dating, I was happy, or at least I tried to be.
But I lied, I kept so many things from her.
I kissed other girls, had a boyfriend as a predecessor, and..I was sort of a man-whore.
Nothing sexual ever happened, I made sure of that.
I finally told her a month ago, and she just broke down.
God, I hate hearing her sobs ring in my head.
But she found another beau, one that I hope can treat her right. Not that I have much of a say.
She won't even speak or look at me. I get dirty looks from others.
But I deserve it.
All I want is her forgiveness. Nothing more.